Letting Go

I'm tired of only looking to the past or the future, I want to just let go of everything and move forward with my life without being held down by anyone. I want to love my man and raise my son and live a happy life with the capability of getting over bad days or unfortunate happenings. I want to learn to let go; not constantly dwell on every decision I make after I've made it. I just want to feel free and loved, instead of trapped and alone.