Letting Go

I'm tired of only looking to the past or the future, I want to just let go of everything and move forward with my life without being held down by anyone. I want to love my man and raise my son and live a happy life with the capability of getting over bad days or unfortunate happenings. I want to learn to let go; not constantly dwell on every decision I make after I've made it. I just want to feel free and loved, instead of trapped and alone.

Charming Vices

Charming
You know you are
Rubbing salt in the wound
You make me ache
For more
To know you deeper
Better than anyone else
To know your fears
What keeps you up at night
What makes your palms sweat
And your knees go weak
To know your desires
To know what makes you tick
What gets your blood boiling
Screaming in a rage and seeing red
I want to be the one to stop your heart
Feeling it pulsing, beating in my hand
Then squeezing it to ash before my eyes
I want you to belong to me
So I can destroy you.